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Leah was 13 and in love.
She had one question to ask her boyfriend though, and the answer, she desperatly needed.
"Am I the one you could spend the rest of your life with or is this all justa silly game to you?" she finally asked him one day.
"Errr .... i gotta go, see ya." he replied
She just stood there. A tear slowly rolled down her face, her heart broken.
She knew the answer but just wanted to hear it from his lips.
She texted him that night in bed.
DO YOU STILL LOVE ME?
But she got no reply.
Leah didn't sleep that night. She waited for an answer, but never got one.
The next day in school was torture. He avoided her and wouldnt reply to her texts.
Leah was depressed and needed help so she wrote a letter to her local agony aunt.
I ASKED MY BOYFRIEND A SIMPLE QUESTION, BUT HE DIDNT ANSWER, HE JUST RUSHED OFF. HE KEEPS IGNORING MY TEXTS AND AVOIDING ME IN SCHOOL. ITS MAKING ME REALLY DEPRESSED, I REALLY LOVE HIM, AND HAVE DONE FOR AGES, BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHY HE DOSNT LOVE ME ANYMORE. PLEASE HELP.
LEAH 13 FROM LONDON
Leah would get her reply within 3 weeks. But she couldnt wait that long.
When Leah got home she rang her boyfriends house phone but there was no answer so she decided to walk round to his house.
When she got there his street was blocked off with "Police line, do not cross" tape. Leah ran through the tape and into his house. She ran into her boyfriends bedroom to find David hanging from his bunkbed by a rope. He had a letter in an envelope sticking out of his jacket pocket. The letter was addressed to Leah.
DEAREST LEAH,
I DO STILL LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS HAVE BUT I DIDNT WANT TO HAVE TO PUT YOU THROUGH THIS PAIN. I ONLY COMMITTED SUICIDE BECAUSE THINGS GOT TO HARD AND I JUST COULNT COPE. SHOWS HOW MUCH OF A MAN I REALLY AM. BUT THIS WAS THE ONLY WAY OUT. EVERYTIME I LOOKED AT YOU I FELT SO GUILTY, BUT I KNEW I HAD TO DO THIS, I AVIODED YOU BECAUSE I COULDNT FACE HAVING TO KISS YOU FOR THE LAST TIME, OR TO SAY GOODBYE. I TOOK THE COWARDS WAY OUT BY COMMITTING SUICIDE BUT I WANT YOU TO ENJOY THE REST F YOUR LIFE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. JUST BECAUSE I HURDLED MYSELF OUT OF THE WORLD DOSNT MEAN YOU SHOULD ENJOY LIFE ANY LESS, YOU SHOULD LIVE IT TO THE FULL. ONLY ME WILL UNDERSTAND WHY I DID THIS LEAH BUT I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE I EVER LOVED, AND I WILL CARRY ON LOVING YOU FOREVER AND EVER. I WILL LOOK OVER YOU AT NIGHT AND VISIT YOU IN YOUR SLEEP BUT FOR NOW, GOODBYE MY LOVE,
DAVID XXX
2Years later, Leah managed to move on but she treasured that last letter from David untill she could see him again.....
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